Thursday, July 19, 2007
In Life...
We cant always win...
We have to let others win sometime...
whatever that happen..is karma...
we have to go through it..and carry on with life...
we cant always get what we want...
I am proud to say i am an arab...
heh...
even though i am an arab..
i dont speak good arab..
haha..actually i dont speak arab...!!!hahaks..
What i noe..
i dunt really recall who told me this..
behind our named,means each of my family members name,there is a reason...
for example...
like my sis name,Siti Noor Ain..but its suppose to be Sharifah not siti!..
i also dunt noe why..
my aunt always say this to my mum..
"asal eh arwah abg qadir nama kan siti,bukan sharifah.."
My mum dunt even noe the answer either..hahaks
My Mum say...
only one of my not so close aunt noe the story of my family..
hahaks,means my family name,which is Al'masid family..
Behind Al'masid family theres a story..
during the marriage day of my sister...
all my arab aunt want to see me...
"mana anak qadir yg laki to..??"
hahaks so sad they didnt get the chance to meet me!
i was busy that time and went missing and wanted by people!heh!...
Actually i have 4 siblings..
first:siti fadhlun!:hanyut di pukul ombak!!!(shes apart from her family due to her stupidness and ego!!!Married and have a son!!)
second:siti janathon(still with us,single havent married..)
third:Siti noor ain(with us and married...)
forth:MEEE!!!!....
i dunt understand my stupid first sister...asal lah dia sanggup buat keluarga dia mcm gini..
semua pasal jantan!!bodoh...ikut kan my hati,dah kicap dah jantan to...if i were to see them out side...then they tegur me!!if tak ramai org,i give them i SLAPP!!!!after what they have done to my family,,kiling them still dont pay the revenge!!...
what my aim now...is to take care of my mum..nothing else..serious..im not jus typing,im jus laying out wats in my heart...
umi!ur my everything...i hope,i could take care of u,give u my first pay..and letting u sit behind my first car..and treat u like my boss..anyway u are my boss...heh!!
seriously i love u umi!!i will sacrife anything so that u wil be happy,maybe u dun see it now,due to my inmatureness ahahks..but i will asure u..u will see it soon...
Im turning 16 soon...
when im 16 plus..
Al'Masid family will change,bit by bit..
from that time...i will be incharge...i dun care if i found not people dun agree...i dun care..
what i noe..i do my job,but if the disagree thing is a big matter..fine then,i will step down..and only focus on my mum!!!...hehks..
k lah people..im tired..
and maybe i wont blog for somtime!!maybe lah
kalau rajin i blog k..
bye bye
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